Music has always been a life changer for me. I can remember growing up listening to songs on the radio and feeling a certain way. Good or bad it didn’t matter, I just felt SOMETHING. I mostly identified with sad, sappy songs. Probably because I was sad and sappy and it felt like somebody was just like me, and that was comforting knowing that I wasn’t alone.
Being alone as I get older feels somewhat comforting and at times is exactly what I need to just decompress. I’m finding that I need to decompress more and more as I get older. Maybe I just need to get away from people, maybe I just enjoy being with myself, I’m not sure. But when I’m just with myself I have a lot of time to think about me. That’s not always a good thing. I’m my own worst enemy. I’m sure that’s true with a lot of people, we are all just generally hard on ourselves.
It’s been a long while since I’ve written and this post isn’t gonna be my best so I’m just gonna stop writing and leave you with this song: